Hi everyone! I know I’ve been away for a very long time. I’ve unfortunately been dealing with debilitating anxiety, depression and PMDD severe enough that it has been causing suicidal thoughts for the past few months. I haven’t really felt like posting or talking with anyone. However, I realize that keeping all of this to myself is probably one of the worst things I could do; and although I am seeking professional help and my parents and friends are supportive there are some things I don’t want to burden friends and family with and I have not been able to see my therapist and psychiatrist as much as I need to be recently. Also, I have missed all of my tumblr friends and really want to communicate with all of you lovely people again. I cannot believe I haven’t posted since March. And I haven’t posted regularly for a very long time. Sorry about that. I’m going to try my best to start posting regularly again. I’ve missed all of you very much and look forward to talking with all of you again!